Cyber Stalkers

CYBER STALKERS.....

I wish I could choose my fans....I am no stranger to stalkers, unfortunately. It probably comes with "freak magnet" territory...although, I am blessed--because I have not had a scary one in years! I did learn something new today....you can actually see the people that look at your profile on the dating website. This probably means that I need to quit pulling up photos of the crazy people/hot people that are trying to contact me and showing a variety of girls? Perhaps this is why some of these guys think I am interested when I am not! They saw that I looked at their profile 6 times...when really I was just showing all my friends the crazy man with braids and an eye patch....hmmm....I must stop doing that then. :)

I have now had a plethora of potential mates. They are emailing, poking, peeking & gawking in swarms. It's a little overwhelming which ones to look at. Now that I know about the "viewed me" section, I am definitely noticing that I have some regular visitors. Which is weird....because I don't think this many guys have made it their life's mission to show a group of men some comical photos of me...I would believe it if it has to do with some of these cleavage pics I posted of myself. Those suckers cannot be hidden....there isn't much I can do there....plus, I don't think anyone will find that unattractive that I have boobs-so I'm not worrying about it. Stalker central over there in the viewed me section.....this one asian guy in the blonde rapunzel wig who lives in california(why he is viewing me in the first place I do not know because I live in Houston and said within 10 miles???)....he is really starting to creep me out. It's disturbing to think I might be a source of masterbation for some pervs....because truly, that is where my mind is going. Hopefully, I will not meet anyone into freaky sexual things-like child pornography....I hope not!

So I actually went out with one....a guy I know from highschool. I made out with him once when I was 15 and innocent....I was definitely getting the "warning signs" vibe(since he has not offered to take me out anywhere but keeps pushing for me to "come over")...you can shoot me, cause I went over. It's not like I didn't know him??? Dumb I know....but I told you I was impulsive, plus I've been oh so bored when it comes to men. Someone new to entertain me would be great!

So....he told me his dream is to have land with a pond out in the country....eeeeehhhh. I am so tired of dating these barney's-that is the opposite of my dream. He said he was tired of living in the city--and I told him he lived in the suburbs?! THIS IS NOT THE CITY? He said he might me too country for me(as I noticed the cowboy boots in the corner)...uh, yes I think so, I am not into country. We sat there, barely spoke and I had to stare at a baseball game....he said he watches baseball everyday after work, he can't afford to do anything else after his divorce-his bills went way up and he was lucky, because baseball comes on 175 days a year! Well...lucky for him. That sounds like my worst nightmare....could I have met a person anymore boring than this? I'd rather him be crazy than boring....because I already get bored easy! Too much "fiery aries" for this guy is actually true....there is absolutely no way. I hope the next person I go out with is not a snooze fest like this one....hopefully not a cyber stalker either!